Been here so long yet you haven’t reached very far
For you haven’t learned the real truths of your existence
Too busy getting caught up in your substance
The past, the past, oh we all have one
Either you stay there and wallow or forgive and move on
You couldn’t be good to me because he wasn’t good to you
Just a lame excuse from a little minded man like you
She fought for things and she did all she can
And all you did was complain, hurt us and demand
he has your mind and has you wrapped around the finger
he ain’t letting you go because you’re his main ring leader
My childhood I spent in fear and taking care of you
God knows that’s something a child shouldn’t do
Remember when I said I know what I want my husband to be
like because of you
I hope you didn’t get my words confused, I had a different
point of view
Because of you, I know exactly what I want
Someone loving, caring, kind, not arrogant
God fearing, respectful, honest and true
I want a husband the complete opposite of you
You left us stranded, not a call or a care
Finally! The first time I could live without constant fear
But thank you for this because I found my real Dad
He was there all along when things were bad
He is the real protector and provider
In your own home, you were the home wrecker
But I learned that you aren’t the enemy
And that I have to forgive to set myself free
Forgive and forget is something that I can do
Just always remember. That at least God loves you.
by JA
